Well, today she quite literally ruined me. The workout I did today wasn’t new, I had done it before, but today I just hated her for it. I don’t actually hate her, and the workout is necessary for me to be fit and healthy. And if it wasn’t hard I would never improve. However, clearly today the body just wasn’t in it.
I wonder if I will ever get to the point in which I don’t get breathless doing this warm up like her. She doesn’t look even remotely changed.
This was it. This was the evil she threw at me. It destroyed me. Lots of jumping and explosive movements that I have discovered kill me off tragically. Then the bridges of my feet felt like they were going to snap. This just wasn’t a good video for me. I could have done the low impact movements, but I am trying to push myself. As soon as this video was done I was on the floor just desperately trying to breathe.
I was just exhausted when I got to this video. I was sweaty, my heart was going a million beats a second which I am pretty sure is heart explosion level, and my body wanted to just not do more, but I did it. When it ended once again I lay down and just let my body breathe. My partner laughed when he daw me on the floor in a sweaty heap.
Today quite honestly broke me. I never thought I would think so but during the workout I swore at Chloe Ting in the video who was just smoothly getting through the workout like it was nothing, and I hated it. I don’t hate Chloe Ting, but for today that video was the evil spawned by the Devil that was Chloe Ting today. Just to clarify, I love Chloe Ting, I think she has amazing videos and content, and I enjoy her workouts. Today, I am just trying to emphasise how much she destroyed me.
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