Posting Hesitancy

No Explanation

I’m not sure why. I can’t really explain why. But I have been sitting on two story posts that I was going to release for you. One being the Games in politics, the next part of it, and a new story piece I was going to share with all of you. I have had them ready and prepared for weeks. And I have no idea why every time I think ‘ok I will post them today’. I just don’t. Now we are into the new year and I still haven’t posted them…

My Weird OCD Tendency

I have this odd habit that everything I do will be set for specific times and times to work in a set way or order. So, as an example – tonight I have planned to record a video for the business as part of the challenge, I am them going to do a Chloe Ting workout, shower, and then read at the end of the day.

I have this problem in which if anything disrupts my plan at all. Or if I am thrown a little bit off my timing then that is it. My whole day is thrown complete out of the window and I just won’t do any of things that I had every intention of doing that day. I can’t possibly be the only person to be like this right?

I have been trying to curb this strange little OCD tendency for a while now but it still happens and it still conquers most of my days. It makes me very angry at myself.

Time to Change.

My partner said something the other day when I asked him if he was going to make a new year resolution. He said…

No, because any day should be a day to begin change.

My partner.

Which is a very wise thing to say. My body still hasn’t learnt that it is never a good idea to wait for a good time to change. There will never be a good time. If you are going to make a change in yourself. Start now. Which is what I am going to do now.

2021 new year Present.

My gift to this new year which I will be posting a little later. The next part of Games in Politics. And a new story that I have thought about since I read the ACOTAR by SJM (for those of you who don’t know what they stand for A Court of Thorns and Roses by Sarah J Maas). However, I am going to actually make covers for them before I post them so it may take me a few moments. So please bare with me.